Friday 27 April 2007

Why am I feeling Tensed and Nervous?? Am I excited or What??

Hi all, It's been a long time since I have been working on this project. Hopefully, atleast to my concern, I am at my best. I have never worked this hard for anything through out my life until now. It's the time to deliver my best and in fact, the most crucial situation in a student's life. Oh my God! I am going to get a post-graduate degree. I can't believe this!!!


If I look behind, I actually wanted to stop my education when I have earned my diploma in Mechanical Engineering. I thought it would be enough just to start earning. But, there was something else in the minds of my parents. They didn't want me to take burdens and struggle at such an early stage of my life. They believed in me and my capabilities.

Coming to another side of this story. I was in LOVE, in Love with some one whom I thought of sharing my life. I just wanted to continue my studies as she wanted me to. Now, I am no more in her thoughts. Anyways, that's a different story anyways. I started working towards that even though I am not much interested. Then, I came to London even though I am never interested in leaving my home country.

Finally, I got my visa and came to London. I couldn't believe for so long that I was out of the country for higher studies, he he heee pedda joke [That's a big Joke]. Anyways, I had hard times at an earlier stage. I don't have any job, and no money left in my pocket. To make the situation much worse, some bitter experiences with friends. These are something that I have never thought or dreamed . But after all life is like that. we must face the most unexpected!!! I've got through my first semester exams. This helped me to boost up my confidence and started believing in myself again, "YES, I AM BACK AND I CAN DO IT!!". Mean while, I got a job in a call center. Although, there's always pressure, I've enjoyed the job to some extent. Then immediately with in a months time I got another six jobs!! I couldn't believe my luck. hmmmm life's like that anyways!! There comes the difficult situation again and this time it's to select one from them!! hahahaaaa.. that's funny Isn't?? Finally, I've decided to go for the restaurant job in which I am still continuing.

I need to mention one little crush/ even a serious affair, might be called a small Love story in London as well. I will tell you about that some other time. I started earning and saving money to pay my tuition fee. It's been a very tiring period for over 4 months. I've worked with out a break; week days in call center and week ends in the restaurant. Life went on like that and finally I've paid my fee with out any trouble. I've resigned the call center job and back to the University after summer vacation. This time I have done really well. I worked hard and came out with a very good result. It was proved out to be a better one than my expectations. Ofcourse, my friends always keep on teasing me saying 'NERD' (but I don't think so, Truly not infact). Then, as a boon to my struggle I was offered a project in BAE Systems. Now, it's all that struggle I am being through. I have submitted my project report and looking forward to get my result.

But don't know why?, I am in a tense mood or may be I am nervous or as I have mentioned I am more excited than I should be!! Anyways, I am getting a post graduate degree friends.. and I am happy for that. It might not be a big deal for many of you. But for me It is!! So I wanted to share my happiness with u all buddies and last but not least I once again tell you to KEEP SMILING ALWAYS :) :) :)

Friday 13 April 2007

busy life.. busy life

hi all,
hmmm.. chala rojulu ayindi kadhaa naa kaburlu cheppi anduke malli oka sari vachhi palakarinchi podaam ani.. ila vachha.. hmm nenu bagunnanandi.. eppatilaage navvutoo navvistoo!! kakapothe naa kosam time spend cheyyalenantha busy. project final stage lo vundi kadhaa.. konchhem vallu vanchi, buddhi petti work cheyyalsi vastundi.. May 4th ki submission anduke fullllll ga busy. ee work load lo padi sarigga tinataaniki kooda time ledhu!! :( ainaaa...vunnappudu matram tini chachhanaa enti le kaani ;)

annattu meeku cheppaledhu kadooo nenu University of Greenwich, London lo MSc chestunnanu.. course: Mechanical and Manufacturing Engineering. prastutam British Aerospace lo academic project panilo full busy ga vunnanu.. BAe lo project chestunnanu kabatti nenedo pedda telivainavaadini.... pichha pichhaga chadivestaanu anukunte meeru pappulo kaalesinatte... :P nijam cheppali ante nenu oka maadiri average student.. anthe... I work hardly.. :D infact work smartly... ante correct ga vuntundi.

India lo vunnappudu ela allari chestoo saradaaga vundevaadino ikkada London lo kooda alage vuntunnanu.. ikkada kooda chala mandi Telugu vallu vunnaru.. baga allari chestaaru.. cimemaalu choostaaru.. late night jobs chestaaru.. finances tho ibbandi padutoo intlo vallani money adagaleka.. intiki money pampaleka.. fees lu kattaleka... 24x7 jobs cheyyaleka.. visa extensions appudu tension padutooo.. bagaaaa busy busy ga vuntaaaaaru. ikkadiki vachhae 90% students financial pressure ni tattukoleka job chesi earn cheyyala leka studies complete cheyyala ani dilemma lo kottumittadutooo vuntaaru papam. intha busy life lo kooda saradaaga navvutoo navvistoo vundaali ante konchem kastame... but manage chesi maintain cheyyagaligithe nothing is impossible ani na nammakam.

life lo inni tensions padutooo intha dooram enduku vastaara ani kontha mandi frends tho kalisi chinna discussion pettukunnam.... aa discussion vivaralloki velthe bhale saradaa vishayaalu, vinthaina sangatulu bayatapaddai.. :D.. they are as follows..:

1) elagaina life lo okkasaraina foreign vellali anukonevallu
2) India lo em cheyyalo teliyaka ila paripoi vachhe vallu
3) frends foreign veltunnaru kadhaa ani toka laga tayarayyevallu
4) Abroad velli baga earn chesi.. BINDAAS life gadapaali anukone vallu
5) sincere ga higher studies poorthi chesi.. life time goal ni reach avvali anukonevallu

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6) asalu foreign velthe gaaani India pelli market lo katnam ekkuva raadu anukune Dorababulu.. [velle ekkuva ga vunnarandi babooo]
7) edo time pass ga vuntundi, foreign vellam ani goppaga cheppukovachu anukone vallu.
8) intlo valla mata kadanaleka istam leka poina andarnee vadili badhatho vachhevallu

ilaaa cheppukuntoo pothe chala types of janaalni maa friends lo, maaa chuttupakkala vallalo... chala mandini choosaam.. choostunnam ika mundu kooda choodabotaam ani telindi ;) So intha mandi madhyalo ala ala batikestunnam... one minute inni examples cheppi nenu ye number lo vastaano cheppakapothe ee blog ki arthame ledhu kahdaaaa... vastunna vastunna akkadike vastunna.. nenu antha sincere ga kastapadi edo sadhinchaali anna goals em levu.. alage money earn cheyyalani ledhu.. edo saradaaga vachhanu ani kooda cheppanu.. andariki dooram ga konnalu vunte ela vuntundi.. asalu vundagalanaa ani nannu nenu test cheskovataaniki.. plus inthavarakoo anni naa ista prakaram chesaanu ee okka saariki intlo valla maata vindaam ani.. inkaaaaaa inko vishayam vundi.. adi prastutaaniki suspence.... will let u people know very soon.. ok..

until then take care and....

KeEp sMiLiNg aLwAyS :) :) :)